Am I God? I don’t mean me as in Chelsea Khan or the physical body I consume, I mean me, the infinite soul that consumes the person you know to be Chelsea Khan. I’m beginning to hear this voice inside my person, it’s a new voice, one who seems like she means business and knows exactly what she is capable of. The voice is getting louder and clearer everyday. This voice is guiding me to move towards love and away from fear, and it is laying a path down in my life that I think my ego is scared of. Is this the soul? Buried under bullshit, trying to reveal itself from the shadows?
They say our higher power is something that is greater than us, something that created us all and the world we live in. Who is this creator? I figured the only way to know the creator is to understand the creation itself -humans & the world. I’ve been doing a lot of research on the creation of humans and the world. The most backed up theory I could find was also the theory that resonates with me the most. I don’t know how to explain it without sounding like a complete psycho, but I feel this vibrating energy whenever I know I’m being guided in the right direction. I always know the truth whenever this vibration exposes itself. I don’t even think I should call it a vibration because it is so light.. like energy going through my body.
—— Anyway, back to the creation of humans. So the research I’ve been doing is basically just a compilation of the FACTS that humans physical bodies and the world around us are all made up of elements, atoms, and compounds. We are science. Scientist have discovered that we are made up of approximately 93% Star matter and the world around us is all that and more.
Now think about that, REALLY think about it. That means that everything we see, including humans, is basically the universe itself. WE ARE THE UNIVERSE.
So in my head, the next question I have is, who are the creators then? Who is this higher self, higher power? If I feel like I am being guided by this inner voice who appears to be my higher self or if I am experiencing my higher self in moments where I feel joy, such as being in the presence and warmth of loved ones, holding and loving my person during yoga, or expanding my awareness to a greater level, then this inner voice, this inner guidance, this higher self, the soul, whatever you want to label it —this must be the creator. WE are the creators. 🤯
Looking back on my journey through healing, I’m beginning to see a truth I hadn’t understood before. I feel my soul has been buried under so much bullshit. Bullshit = conditioning, my ego, false beliefs, self-inflicted projections, and external stimuli. Removing the bullshit to create space for the soul to rise is what I have been learning to do. I envision this idea like our souls are at the very bottom of a MASSIVE pile of laundry. Some people’s piles are more massive than others. The pile is the bullshit. Slowly we remove the pieces of clothing, the pieces of bullshit in our person to reveal the soul beneath it all. HOW GOOD does it feel to get through a pile of laundry? I’ll admit it feels better than an orgasm sometimes. I KNOW you know what I’m talking about. Revealing the soul reflects this feeling of greatness, this feeling of connecting with our highest self. ✨
So turns out Kanye West was right, he said “I am God,” he didn’t say “Kanye West is God” because that would be untrue. Rather, the soul that consumes his person is God, The Creator, The Highest Self, The Higher Power —however you choose to label it. 😱🤯
I’ve listening to the audiobook Spirit Junkie by Gabrielle Bernstein (I’ll post a link to the book below). Bless the expansion of the soul that consumes that body because the connections I’m making in my life from listening to this audible is enlightening. Reading has been a major influence on my personal growth. I’m not big on talking to people, if you know me, I’m pretty quiet, I always say I should’ve consumed a monk instead of Chelsea. Most people make social connections because they want to live as many lives as possible and experience as much as possible while they are here on earth. I, too, want to live a million lives, experience all their is, and yada yada yada. But the reality I’ve come to realize is that, it’s all the same. I can see a million beaches, but for what? Who knows, maybe at some greater level in another “life” or on another “plane,” maybe I will be able to see it all. But right now, in the physical world, that stuff costs money and stress that I don’t care to finance. There’s a reason I am where I am, and the less time I spend wanting to be somewhere else, the more time I can focus on where I already am. I believe I chose the environment I am in for a reason and I believe I hold the power to make the environment I am in just as beautiful if not more beautiful AND joyful than any physical location on this planet. So for now, I will soak up my environment here in the now and I will live through the traveling mind instead 🧠
That being said, “they” say a reader lives many lives,” and that couldn’t be more true for me. Reading is an affordable way to let the mind travel and it’s a good way to stop the negative mental reel we all have.
Check the book out, you won’t be sorry! I use the audible app and pay I think around $14.95 a month and I get two books for free a month, ANY book and the first month is free with free cancellation at anytime. Couldn’t turn away from that deal since I’m not much of a reader anymore and I retain more through listening.
That’s all for today, I woke up way too early this morning, both in the physical sense and CLEARLY in the mental sense ^^^^^ my brain needs a break so it’s nap time for this meat suit.
Catch ya next time ✌🏼
🧠 The Cope Dealer
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